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This blog is my truth — a daily reflection of what it’s like to love and live through the storms that come when two people with different emotional battles try to hold each other. I live with borderline tendencies — I feel deeply, love completely, and sometimes lose myself in the fear of losing someone else. He lives with schizoaffective struggles — his mind gets foggy, distant, sometimes lost in its own world. Together, we try to build something real. Some days it’s tender and beautiful. Other days, it feels impossible. I’m not writing to diagnose or to label. I’m writing to understand — to document the patterns, the triggers, the love, and the pain. Maybe if I put it into words, I can find meaning in it. Maybe someone reading this will feel a little less alone.